LOST TRACK

Lost in TIME

I cant find my drafts posts T_T...trying to remember; "while writing this post, someone is playing ONE LAST CRY from the next room."WTF.

March-August : it was the peak of this years story;

CAREER - was promoted as a trainer specialist in VXI GLOBAL HOLDINGS INC.

- was able to prove to myself that i can manage my career really well.

                - was able to know who are the right people i can deal with.

          - was able to gain the trust from my work place and co-employees.

        - was able to fight whats my right.

        - was able to value the things i have and work for the things i wish to have.

PERSONAL - now this is a bit hard. Few things i can remember,

   - i was then happy and then satisfied, yet it was just a dream but it will be treasured forever.

   - was able to gain a lot of friends...

   - no matter what month in a year, i always say, the best people who will be there in  times of troubles, shortcomings, issues i can't personally handle, challenges life offers me, the support coming from them are truly GOD's gift - MY FAMILY ^_^

September-October: nothing really special. Was then focused on my work. "I touch the Future, I Teach"

November : A month full of surprises. Knowing and touching people lives are not just an opportunity, not even a chance but it's a priceless gift.

The Highlight:

It's been a while since i had a chance to fall for someone, yet every time that feeling comes things wont work the way i want it. Maybe it is not yet for me or maybe this is not for me. Been assessing myself if there's something wrong how i approach things like this... and yes i figure out 1 thing, I'M AFRAID, truly i am. Until now, no one ever helped me ease that feeling and i just can't find someone to help me.

Above all, I always thank God for everything.

Looking Back

Months passed and i didn't recognize that this blog is somewhat outdated. Time won't be an issue in doing such drafts or entries for blogs, it's just that i don't have the effort to do it. Sometimes, if i feel writing stuff, i'll just grab a paper and pen, then write everything...saved - end of story. Lemme start;

September: personal issues, a battle for survival.

October: embracing whats left for myself.

November: self recognition and appreciation.

December: celebration of life.


Those might be the highlights happened from the past. Keep you posted :)

Just a smile.

I speak what my heart really feels. Sorry blogy if i wasn't able to update you these past weeks, haven't got a time doing this. I'm trying to keep my mind and hands busy for some things.

What about smile? Countless people say, i don't have that, but i don't think someone took that away from me, it's just hidden somewhere in me. My previous posts, talks about LOVE,TRUST,HAPPINESS, but where the hell i put the smile in there? Shoot, i missed that part. Well let's talk about smile this time, having good teeth are not requirements by the way, it's just how you feel it.

When you're smiling, it doesn't mean your in love, neither your trusty nor happy...smile confuses everything, i speak. Can someone put a smile on anyone's face? i'd say, YES definitely. It's not about the laugh trip someone can offer, but it's about the intention. I'm smiling not because i have a reason. A reason that no can explain, a reason that no once can out from me. I'm happy .^_^.

Everyone smiles in the same language.

Got this line from an Unknown Author.

Smiling is infectious,
You can catch it like a flu.
Someone smiled at me today,
And I started smiling too.

i do.

How i wish the momentum will remain, no expectations,no hopes...

Just a smile :)

Started with this...

Power

What if i have power to read minds, would it be beneficial to me? I'm always in a state of clueless how people see the way i am...


I'm just afraid hearing negative feedback from them about me... just saying.

Strangers again.

Differences separates people but united in one faith. 

The end...

Every beginning has it's own end, but most of us are not aware is to when that end will come. Sometimes, we tend to escape that kind of mentality just to show we are not afraid that something will end. If we have all powers to know our ending, then we have a chance to make it as simply as it could be...happiness will follow. I'm afraid, and i always do but things happen for a reason.


As of this writing, my emotions are cold as the dew drops in the morning. Maybe this is the result of all negatives and positives vibes i took, i'm weak. One of my team mates once said "wheng bat ang galing mong mgtago ng emotions, u look strong outside, but deeply inside ur crying" i said, " lors, artista baya ko basig kalimot ka" she said " there! u still have that kind of attitude to make people smile even if your not, kaya pala a lot people likes you here a floor" i said " thank you lors (teary eyes)"... Going back, every ending doesn't mean the end of everything, life has a lot to offer.


There are two tragedies in life. One is not to get your heart's desire, the other is to get it. Let me end this blog with this inspiring quote from Molly Gordon " let's honor our mistakes by allowing them to teach us. Let's consider our failing to be gifts, and share them humbly with others. Let the cracks of out perfect facades let in light and air so that new life can grow through them"

Just saying...

This might be the shortest blog i ever made.

 How could trust be the hardest feeling to achieve?